Looking at it...

In a positive light... I know I am right. Pitty those who thinks otherwise.

Losing it...

Lately, I have been feeling uneasy and restless. There were times that I cannot function. Lost and with no direction, I was walking for hours trying to figure out what to do. Went home, opened my notebook and stared at the screen for hours. Tried processing a couple of photos, but to my dissmay, the results were unlikely of me.

I lost the drive. I lost the eagerness. For the Nth time I found myself in the same predicament. To proceed or not too. To say somethin, or to shut up. To see or to forcefully blind myself. To these I have no answer.

I have goals to reach. I want to achieve something. I want to excel. I want to make myself special. Something that would differentiate me from the rest. Yes, I am trying to prove that I am good. I know I am. But good things doesn't come my way. For some reason, all are against me. I am a lone wanderer, traveling down the winding road which leads to nowhere.

I am glad I have my friends. My friends who have accepted me for what I am. Who has stuck with me inspite of my imperfections. Who saved me a couple of times. Who welcomed me open arms. Who hugged me closely, tightly.



There's no need for me to change. I am perfect. I am good. I am who I am. God made me this way.

Thank you Lord.

Bad boy gets the girl

So go f*** your self good boy. You ain't gettin' nothin'.

Bad boy, bad boy... watcha gonna do?

Bad boy

Bad boys watcha gon, watcha gon, watcha gonna do?
When they sudedongdong come for you?
Let me! Whatcha wanna do?
When they come for you?
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... good luck.